This is Amazeimg work . You have an amazing story behind your attempts to improve. If I can do anything to aide you or she’d light on questions that you might have ide be honored to help. I think your doing exceptional . Here’s my gmail as well personatrainer4u2@gmail.com
Btw quick story why I’m so enthused , I was a boxer in the semi pro ranks. A successful coach as well. Past 24 years of my life an avid weightlifter etc. Preparing for a bout , working and doing too much combat trainer proved too much on my body at 38 my shoulder tore in 3 places one of them a MASSIVE tear. I basically lost the full use of my dominant arm. I was sick to my stomach . I wanted to die bud. Mentally I was sooo depressed. I had to think what else in my life did I have a passion for that I could fill that void. - I went back to the painting table full time. Read literature and watched videos. I improved greater than I ever thought possible . Not to mention 25 international painting awards : including multi crystal brush , multi golden and multi MFCA.
I now look to pay it forward helping folks who have went through some crazy right of passage and evolved into even better human beings and artists as a result of. I applaud you and commend you.