A bit bored at work today, so I logged on to CMON to see what might be new...
I found you thread and began reading it. DesertDragon, I understand your frustration and I am sorry that you feel as such. Let me offer a few words of advice, maybe they will help, maybe not, but here they are....
CMON is a community of painter and artist. The most active and often the most vocal are the elite that pride themselves in their painting skills. They are good people for the most part, but they tend to concentrate on their own friendships and strive to improve themselves, often ignoring newbies. This is not to say they have not viewed your work, but right now you are not at the level that would merit comments. Read over the tutorials, view other work, improve your photography, keep posting and paint, paint, paint. You will improve, I am sure! What I see right now is that you paint above standard tabletop level and do have the ability to excel, but give yourself some time. Please do not focus on the comments of others, you will get some great advice from time to time, but you also will get some downright rotten attacks along with it. Paint for the reasons that are important to you. I paint because I enjoy the hobby. Paint because it relaxes you. Personally I have grown to the level now that I paint for the occassional commission in several hobby shops I frequent. I still enjoy helping beginner painters, along with my son, to learn techiniques and improve their skills, but keep in mind everyone feels the same way. Don\'t get discourage and keep trying, great results will happen in your painting future.