This is my pain!!!

[jarhead]

Right... ähm...

This is my pain! Said and meant this way... ok, i guess i need to explain just a bit before you get me for completly ill...

EXPLANATION:

My Mum\'s health isn\'t in best constitution since some weeks and i feel pain, brutal pain in my heart, in my soul, in my stomach, in my chest, in my blood, in my brain, in my mind, in my bones even in my urin... it hurts a lot and i needed to work with this feeling...

This is what has arrived from the depths of my soul. Painted in acrylics as always...

Model is \"Male Adam Figure\" from \"Preiser Miniaturen\". He got wings from out of my bitzbox, i guess it must be some of GW\'s wings. You can get 5 of those human body studies to sculpt on or just to paint them the way they are... Great upon these are that you have a lot of arms, legs, torsis and heads you can put together the way you want... Scale 1:32

So far from my pain... Hope you like it in some ways...

Here is the votey link:
http://www.coolminiornot.com/222646

Keep on happy painting!
Regards
jar

PS: The first miniature which will stay in my cabinet... not for sale in any case!

 

[rolling thunder]

reading your reasons behind it, its a good expression of your feelings dude, i love the darkness and the almost sadistic take on an angel in pain. Great work with great passion behind it.

 

[PegaZus]

Are the wings supposed to be tied up as it appears, or is it blood shooting out? If tied up, one could almost imagine that someone is hobbling angels just for hunting sport.

Either way, nicely painted, and hope it was therapeutic for you.

 

[SJB]

A wonderful, emotive piece of work. Definitely conveys the pain and is technically great as well.

... oh and those wings are from a Greater Daemon of Tzeentch

 

[Crackpot]

Disturbing pice

I don\'t think it\'s a \"great\" miniture but it\'s more like \"dreadful\", \"cruel\" or \"disturbing\".
You catched the \"pain\" very well and it nearly hurts to look at this work. Very well executed and I hope it distracted you a little from all the bad feelings you have at the moment!
All the best to you and your mother, pal!!!

 

[freakinacage]

great work and an interesting concept

 

[generulpoleaxe]

Hope your mother gets better mate.

the pain your going through realy does come across in this piece.
all the best

 

[domus]

Wow.

I lost my mom a couple of years back and it was really the most heart-wrenching experience of my life.

I really identify with this mini. It evokes a ton of emotion for me and does a great job of conveying your anguish. Great work.

Best wishes for a speedy recovery.

Cheers
D

 

[jarhead]

Thanks ladys and gentleman... it is really something emotional here and i was not sure if this is the right place to talk about - ah no it ain\'t when i am true to myself, so sorry if i may have disturbed someone ... it is just that i thought i can\'t show you the miniature without telling you about the background...

I guess every single miniatures tells a story - this is just another one...

Keep on happy painting!

And just for explaining further - talking about my soul here isn\'t about getting high votes or something else - in fact i don\'t give i damm about the score of this piece (as i don\'t have influence on, if i am not a cheater)... it was just to show off... stripped and naked, also while doing this piece...

I guess it helped... so vote whatever you like or think or feel and always do it that way... in every moment of life...

Thanks for your time reading this...

Regards
Roman aka jar

@PegaZus
I have no idea what is happening with his wings at the moment... it just hurts...

@SJB
Thanks for that info... i knew it has to be something GW...

@domus
I am sorry for your loss...

 

[A Luna]

Ouch... that really stings. Its odd, but I look at this mini in a disgusting way. Is it because of the paintjob? I guess its to realistic.
Sorry to hear about your mother Jarhead.

This is a great way to put emotions in a miniature. Its all excellent and again, sorry about your mother. Hope she\'s gonna be okay soon.

 

[arogers907]

Been trying to think what to say about this post all day. I still don\'t have it.

I\'m so sorry to hear that your Mother\'s in a bad way. I\'m at the point in my life (pushing 40) where my parents\' health is starting to fail. It\'s a sad, scary, and frustrating thing to watch.

I don\'t know if I could - or would even want - to express my pain about personal life through my hobby/escape-time activities. Regardless, I hope you\'ve found some release and perspective about your own situation with you modeling. All my best to you and your family.

 

[NGArtStudios]

Great job representing your anger and anguish through this Jar. I know how you feel man, my mom has been diagnosed with throat cancer a couple of months back, so just gone through a stressful surgery and now about to begin chemo and radiation, so I know how it feels man. Just hang in there. things always seem to work themselves out one way or another.

 

[Dragonsreach]

I find it very difficult to express sympathy solely by written words in situations like this, but I DO understand the Pain, Fear and Angst you are going through.
Using this medium to express these emotions will I hope allow you to target all your support towards your mother.

If you need emotional support remember we are People first and Painters second.

 

[jarhead]

Thank you very much - i am very glad that there is the emotion in it i wanted to put there... Thanks for your comments, every single one and your silent thoughts to my unknown mother...

I\'ll try to keep my head up and get it as it comes ... maybe there will other reasons to do another piece like this... and i am looking forward to make it the opposite to pain :innocent:

Regards
jar

 

[slah]

Originally posted by jarhead
i feel pain, brutal pain in my urin.

A quick regiment of antibiotics should clear that right up



On a more serious note, I´m sorry to hear about your mum, and I hope that she´ll get better soon.

About the mini it´s nice. It´s not mindblowing as such, but it´s a very nice. solid piece.

The mindblowing thing about your painting - for me at least - is that you can churn these things out at the speed you do - It seems o me that half of the threads in the \"submissions\" thread have been started by you .

 

[Infidel Castro]

What an odd todger he has!

 

[Dragonsreach]

Originally posted by reverend
What an odd todger he has!

He\'s cold and gentile.