Some Thoughts from the ArchArad
Pestilence has been posted off to Dazzler.
Before I begin the main part of this post I'd like to take a moment to thank you all for your enthusiasm and support of my sculpting experiments. I know that my updates have become rather sporadic, but you've stuck with me and that is just made of awesomesauce.
On to the main event:
I've been thinking about the fact that I've been doing a hell of a lot more sculpting than painting recently. And I just want to assure people that I have not given up on the painting side of things. I've always been someone who throws herself headlong into whatever project has the most appeal at any one time. But I always circle back around to other passions. It may come from my being bipolar type II.
About twelve years ago now my life fell apart in a most spectacular fashion and after a while I was diagnosed with bipolar type II. At the time it meant I had to quit my Masters degree and return home to live with my parents. So life got put on hold for a while as I slowly learned to deal with this new reality and my meds got adjusted until they found what works for me. During that time reading, writing, computer games and art (in the form of watercolour and then acrylic painting) kept me going.
It's also why I'm studying undergraduate level courses at 35 again.
I'm pretty good these days and when I have the odd "wobble" I know how to deal with myself. I also have my fabulous man, family and friends like YetiSA and his wife who've been there for me through it all. And now you guys have joined the ranks of great individuals who make me smile and keep me motivated.
Miniature painting and sculpting have become great ways for me to focus my manic energy and cheer up when I'm feeling lousy. So I'm not going to give up either. Energy just seems focused on sculpting at the moment.
To everyone who gives me their honest feedback, advice, encouragement and enthusiasm for my work: Thank You. You make this hobby even more enjoyable and good for me.
Extra note: Interestingly my bipolar developed, in part, because of an accident I had at 16.